ToME: the Tales of Maj'Eyal

I had my golem disappear and it cost me a life : / I was in Zigur killing all of those anti magic people. In the fight I lost track of my golem (but it still said he was alive in the top part of the screen) I left Zigur. I went to Last Hope and I still had no golem. I tried to cast Refit Golem. It j...